The Winds of Wonder

12 July 1969

The nights are beginning to be interesting! I have a vision — I don’t know whether it’s in the subtle physical (probably so) — a symbolic vision, but active, it’s an action.

Last night I had a long activity and I wondered, “But why am I seeing all this?” … The greatest part of the night is perfectly still, silent, and WITHIN the Force as if I were lying WITHIN the Force to let it permeate everything; and then, at the end of the night, an activity with all kinds of details, and extremely precise. 

The body participates: it’s the subtle body that dreams. It has a very concrete character, with a very SIMPLE symbolism.

Then, the contact with people; I only speak to those I work with.

It’s the physical mind that’s now developing out of all proportions foreseen as possible, while Sri Aurobindo himself thought it wasn’t possible; he said it’s better to get rid of it, it won’t be possible [to transform it].

But I have noticed it can be transformed, because the mind and the vital are gone, so there was a need to replace the mind in the functioning, and this physical mind has developed in quite an extraordinary way. It has become far more conscious, far more organised.

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