The Winds of Wonder

We are in full transition

We are in full transition. Concentration of force is greater and greater. It’s a strange experience. The body feels it no longer belongs to the old way of being, but it knows that it is not yet in the new one and that it is. It is no longer mortal and it is not yet immortal. And sometimes  I go from the most dreadful discomfort to a marvel — it’s strange. An unutterable bliss. It’s no longer this, and it’s not yet that. Bizarre.

There is a promise of an overwhelming Power, and at the same time signs of such weakness: disorganization. It’s a disorganization if I don’t pay attention. I have to pay attention, I have to be concentrated all the time to do things.

18 September 1971